First Year As A Single Mother

 This is the first year as a single mother. I'm currently going through a divorce with an abusive ex. Despite the pain and fear, I made the decision to break free from the toxic environment for the sake of my children and I's mental and physical health. I found a low income apartment and started fresh! But I'm currently living paycheck to paycheck and unsure how i am going to do christmas this year. We don't even have a christmas tree...I put one on the list but I know its expensive.... I feel like a failure of a mom this year and I'm just not sure how to make this a good christmas for me and my two boys. If you read this and cant help thats okay, I totally understand! But if you could just keep me and my family in your thoughts while we navigate this new territory. https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1H39GK45SWETR?ref_=wl_share