I have always had it, well very hard, Growing in foster care I was never able to experience the Joys of a real christmas. all i ever wanted for my entire childhood was the chance to celebrate just one christmas right. to experience all the Joy and Happiness and Love, to wake up on a Christmas morning to a christmas tree with presents just for me. unfortunately for me it never happened. But, now that i am older, with a Child of my own My son Ryan Smith, is 15 now, & now 4 Boys that have been taken in to look after, Joeseth, Nathene Jakeobe and Jessie all of the money goes straight toward that week meal, with never EVER an extra Dollar to be saved, we go without SO much that Christmas is never even a thought because we already know that there is absolutely ZERO chance at a single present under the tree every year. Only way we get a tree is if by chance we find a free one given that year. it pains me so much that i am now putting my own son through my exact same painful Holidays as I had as a child and now experiencing the same terrible memories that will stay with him throughout his own life too as well. So i just pray that He could receive just one Merry Christmas, just once, the way i never had as a child. Love you Santa, Love Michele Reese
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