Wisconsin Christmas spirit

the last few years have been pretty difficult for me my last family member and friend passed away in 2019 she was my mother. she had gotten very sick with lung cancer emphysema and COPD so I quit my job so I could care for her when the time came that she had to have professional help I took another position at a bar and grill so I could provide for my sons and I. In 2019 my mother has passed I have a new position at Danny K's here in Wisconsin Rapids and now my son is getting kicked out of daycares he is 4 years old at the time. today my oldest is 21 years old and today my youngest is 7 years old and is also my best friend. things have not been the same since my mother has passed and in the last couple years my traditions and holidays have been quite sad and I have lost a lot of my holiday spirit I'm hoping by reaching out this year to the community as a different organizations I can see the help and Community effort to make things better for people who are stuck in a bad situation and I think that itself will bring my spirit back but what truly matters is that my boys have great memories with me just like I do my mother around the holidays please help us.